I put off writing. I put off lots of things. Things that I know will make life better. IF I would just take the time to slow down, be less busy. Things like taking some quiet time and listening to what God has to say to me. Things like praying more. Reading the Bible more. I KNOW what I need to do. I just don't do it. OR I find other things to do, ways to waste time. I don't WANT to waste time. At least I don't think I do. But I do.
If I had a friend that only spent time with me or talked to me when they needed something, I dare say I'd be rather ticked off.
If I had family that I do everything for and they choose not to love me, I would be hurt.
If I wrote letters to those that claim to love me and they don't read them, I might wonder why do I bother?
If I watched a person make choices on spending their time and money in ways that are harmful to them, I would think I would do whatever I had to do to get their attention.
....and there it is. I would be ticked off, hurt, wonder why I bother, try to get attention. Life is not about "I" or "me". When we try to do life on our own, we make it SO much more difficult than it has to be.
God has pointed out to me in numerous ways over my life that He cares about the tiniest details of my life. Things I don't even bother to tell my closest family and dearest friends because it doesn't seem relevant or a big enough deal,
I think that may be part of the issue I'm dealing with lately. Too often I think God is like me. I totally forget that I am created in HIS image. He is NOT created in mine.
He will still listen to me. Even when, especially when, it has been too long.
He will still do everything for me and love me even when I don't acknowledge it right away and maybe not ever.
His words are still in that love letter of the Bible waiting for me to read what I need to hear when I need to hear it.
He knows that I have made choices on using my time and the blessings He has provided in ways that are not the best use of dwindling resources.
He will get my attention. One way or another. He likes me. He loves me. Exactly because He is NOT like me. I am like Him. I can be. He made me and you to be the very best versions of us we can be. WE are the ones that try to find ways to explain things to make us feel better. He already knows. The parts we hide from everyone else. He knows AND loves us anyway.
So are you ready to start getting back to where we need to be? Like me?
Genesis 1:27 (NIV) So God created mankind in his own image, in the image of God he created them;
male and female he created them.
2 Corinthians 3:18 (NIV) And we all, who with unveiled faces contemplate the Lord’s glory, are being transformed into his image with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.